I am my great destroyer.

There's a clarity that ensues the moment you realize that, although you once thought you had it all, there's nothing left worth the gray area you always loved.
You simply choose, yes or now, now or later, black or white.
There's no gray spot for you to cultivate those endless childhood dreams, the grandeur you were always meant to have.
The understanding that, no matter how evolved you are , in the grand scheme of things you are just like everyone else; a turd on the sidewalk waiting to be trampled by some brand new shoes.
You once really could have the world on the palm of your hands...crush it like a dust particle.But now your destiny turns out to be a brand new nothing, adrift in flames of desire; a tyrant looking at you straight in the eyes and saying: Oh yes,YOU COULD HAVE BEEN....could have, would have, should have!!!